I’ve got one month left here (more or less), and I’m getting really anxious about it.
I’m so ridiculously nervous. Yet so excited at the same time. My days are shorter; the countdown feels faster. I’ve yet to post my video on the application process for FIDM, but I swear I’ll do it soon.
And yes, FIDM - Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising. I’ll be taking up my AA Degree in Fashion Merchandising and Marketing. It seems pretty off from what I had studied over college, right? But this is what I want. It’s the deal I’ve had with my parents for a really long time now: Earn a regular college degree. Don’t fail any subject. Graduate on time. Get a job in fashion. If (still) desired, apply to fashion school.
No more despedidas, no more exaggerated goodbye’s. I’ll just go with the flow. Whomever wants to chill and hang out with me, I’ll take it as a sign. I’ll be gone indefinitely, and that’s the one thing I’m sure about.
What are you looking for in your dream girl?
Oh, Niall Horan. Such an adorable answer. Haha.
Although I wish I could share Haruki Murkami’s sentiments of finding the “100% Perfect Girl" (a guy for me, obviously…),
“Once upon a time, there lived a boy and a girl. The boy was eighteen and the girl sixteen. He was not unusually handsome, and she was not especially beautiful. They were just an ordinary lonely boy and an ordinary lonely girl, like all the others. But they believed with their whole hearts that somewhere in the world there lived the 100% perfect boy and the 100% perfect girl for them. Yes, they believed in a miracle. And that miracle actually happened.”
Ces’t la vie. Such is life.
People who aren’t afraid of heights. The last photo almost looks like some kind of sci-fi city to me (I think it’s actually Moscow though)!
getting a panic attack just looking at them
you are much too young
to dream of dying stars
or mourn of broken hearts
explore the world
find where the sun sets
all the way to the end of the sea
don’t fret or cry
don’t kneel in defeat
or accept you are weak
there’s so much to see
so many places to be
so many people to meet
try to understand
you’re not just a little girl
and this is not a little world
Charlie Boy, don’t go to war.
This series has completely changed the story of Queen Mary and Dauphin Francis in my head.